I’ve personally abstained from mammalian and bird meat for four years. In the middle of 2012, I decided to remove fish from my diet. And in the final two months—more or less—of that year, I became fully vegan. Given that the majority of my life was spent as an omnivore, I have now experienced the various aspects surrounding food on both the health/nutritional level and the ethical level. I’m no longer a vegan—as dairy and eggs are a part of my diet (provided they’re organic)—and it’s safe to say that I won’t be returning to that lifestyle for a long time—if ever. My reasoning was quite simple, when I began to really observe all that was going on, I came to the conclusion that I was falling into a circuit of belief—one that holds there to be a definable morality and, in many cases, a “narrative” in life.
As an atheist and skeptic, I’ve often fought and argued against the dominant positions that religion, faith, and spirituality holds on humanity. And I hold these to each be destructive, evil, and the cause of suffering and anguish. But what I’ve come to realize is that my most sincere and passionate enemy is in fact the idea that there’s a narrative behind life. This started to become apparent to me when I observed the course of certain things in my life: my parents’ divorce, my music “career”, my broken engagement, my fall from two religions. It became very clear that in every case, I’ve been told very convenient stories about how the world is supposed to work. In all of these, we human beings like to think there is a straight and narrow path—be it a happy marriage, a spiritual awakening and eternity in paradise, a famous and successful career in the music industry, etc. This is, I think, one of the most driving aspects behind a great deal of suffering people experience—the fact that life doesn’t follow a plot as it does in our fiction and story telling.
Narrative is very, very powerful. As Michael Shermer puts forth in The Believing Brain, “a good narrative story can tie [belief] together” (210). Here, he was specifically talking about conspiracy theories and used Oliver Stone’s film JFK as an example of how something can become particularly compelling with a plot as its aid—even if it’s founded on practically nothing to begin with. The truth of the matter is, we do love narrative. In the way that we always talk about our experiences in life, we try to tie it all together as if it were a written plot—and we often utilize music as if it’s our own personal soundtrack. Just listen to the way someone recounts their experience of a relationship and see how much they seem to mirror that of movies or stories in their words—yet, when we look at the entire story objectively, there is no plot and no underlying reason that any of it happened or didn’t happen in the first place. The reason why this occurs goes beyond what I’m trying to focus on here (and it’s implications are significantly greater.) But over time, I’ve begun to become convinced that there was a third religion that I got swept up in: Veganism.
Though I was only a vegan from a dietary standpoint for a couple of months, I had held it to be a respectable ideal for quite some time. I often aspired to “convert” to this much more extreme position. The reasons all made sense over time: I didn’t want to be involved in the process of the suffering of animals. I had no illusions that my actions were making a direct result (because they didn’t) but by not purchasing meat, I was, effectively, taking myself out of the chain of consumerism in the same way that a person who doesn’t drink doesn’t directly fund or take part in the alcohol industry.
But the problem is, as I began to realize, that I was yet again falling into narrative thinking. I wanted to think that human beings could match this ideal of “compassion” and live without causing suffering. It sounded nice. It sounded like my ideal picture of the world: where none suffered and that every sentient creature would experience the same quality of life. The problem is that this isn’t very realistic, and my seeming euphoria at believing such a thing does not, in fact, make it “true.” It would be a lot nicer to believe, for example, that humanity was actually the product of a divine creator and that we all really did have some kind of pure or inherent sense of morality or capacity to do things “justly” than to think that we’re nothing more than very lucky and talented animals who have learned how to do quite a few tricks. As I started to peal away the levels of narrative and wishful thinking involved in veganism, I began to note that it was in fact a very religious and idealistic stance and was densely packed with incredible biases and pseudo-logical thinking.
I won’t go through each of the false presumptions of veganism point-by-point here. I’m concerned more with the bigger picture of the whole concept and the solid fact that veganism, if it does anything, it does one thing exceedingly well: it divides people.
One thing that’s worth ardent criticism over in the vegan community is the extreme bigotry and arrogance that is rampant among its members. I’ll post a little bit of a comment made by someone on a vegetarian/vegan website:
“Stop promoting vegetarianism-VEGANISM is the way to address ALL Animal abuse and murder NOT vegetarianism-Do you idiots on here realise the confusion and contradictions you are causing in regard to Animal Rights- Hypocrites who constantly undermine the movement to end speciesism and establish Animal Rights.”
To claim that this individual’s logic is stupid wouldn’t be fair to stupid people. Though I tried to understand his stance, it was clear that there wasn’t any methodical logic to why he was saying what he was saying. Additionally, there wasn’t anything humble about it. The interesting thing about what he’s saying is that by simply analyzing his words, we can very easily see that it’s no different from any other kind of belief. He claims that there’s only “one true way” to get something and that anyone who disagrees is, for all intents and purposes, a “heretic.” It’s worth noting that nothing good has ever come out of such thinking in the entire course of human civilization. Though we can certainly label people as having incorrect views or being wrong—once we start insinuating that they are somehow inherently evil or against a grand order of the universe, we’re starting to walk the path of a zealot and eventually into chaos—and this is exhibited quite clearly by the actions of groups such as the ALF, and the funding PETA has given to convicted felons and arsonists. This is not a way to unify people and when you speak in such a way, whether or not there’s truth in your words, others will have a hard time understanding you. And there is a big difference between heated debate and this kind of communication—which for lack of a better term is nothing more than hate speech.
I’ll highlight another specific issue with regards to the vegan lifestyle and diet. Often, and quite accurately, vegans will criticize commercial and factory farming for its environmental and ecological problems. Methane is the third most common gas that is contributing to climate change and its levels are increasing due to the massive amounts of space we are using for slaughterhouses and feed lots. Animals produce waste, and when they are hoarded on the grand scale that we have in America, we will most certainly see environmental changes. This is all completely valid. However, not all aspects of the vegan diet actually address this problem and in many cases, contribute to it. Take for example, Omega-3 fatty acids. These fats are quite important in a healthy human diet. These can be found in fish and in eggs from grain fed chickens. Neither of these sources are vegan. Some plant based sources for Omega-3s are coconut milk and kiwis. Now both of these are quite easy to procure—especially so at the wonderful grocery stores we have in America and the Western World. But consider the fact that I live in New York City. At the time of my writing this, we are coming towards the end of winter here. I’m not anywhere near a place that’s going to locally grow coconuts or kiwis. What does this mean? Quite simply, if I’m to consume these products, they have to be transported. I really shouldn’t need to say anymore, but I will; in order to ship it here, we’re going to have to burn some fossil fuels in the process. Additionally, if I expect to purchase my coconuts at an affordable price, I have to do so while still providing an incentive for profit for the supplier—this means that it’s very likely that the cheapest means possible can and will be used to procure these items. I shouldn’t have to say anymore, but it’s more than likely that undocumented workers will end up picking these items--and if they're legal, working conditions will be poor in order to ensure the most profit with the cheapest amount spent on labor. Instead, if I consume food locally—whether or not it’s “vegan”—I will be doing less damage to the environment and supporting local businesses in the process.
This doesn’t mean that a non-vegan lifestyle is inherently better for the environment (or inherently better in general.) What it does imply, rather, is that there is—once again—no direct path or narrative in life that’s going to guarantee the desires of a given ideology.
Going back to morality, and the desire for human beings to treat animals better. Yes, that should be a goal and something to strive for. But one quick look around will clearly show that us clever humans have still yet to figure out how to treat each other any better or with more compassion or with dignity. How can we possibly expect to find solutions to treat other species with such respect when we can’t do it to ourselves? And efforts to label all meat eaters as the equivalent of sociopaths who enjoy torturing squirrels are asinine and potentially malicious at best.
As I’ve posed elsewhere before, if there was factual evidence to demonstrate that human beings did in fact need to eat meat to live (which has been scientifically shown to not be the case), the majority of vegans would still abstain from it and even go as far as to restrict the rights of other humans to eat meat as well. It is in this case, and there are others, that I view veganism of being its own cult and can no longer accept it as part of my identity.
Shermer, Michael. The Believing Brain. New York: St. Martin’s Griffin, 2011. Print.